Bah bah black sheep.

( have you any wool )

After seeing Zombieland again for the second time, I have this REALLY REALLY REALLY bad urge to play a Woody Harrelson and Abigail Breslin father/daughter team that cons people out of money and are totally ruthless and awesome together.

Where the hell am I gonna find that?

A list of all the abandon pups of mine that don't have homes. I'd love for them to have homes. So you know, if you see one that looks like fun for a game, let me know!

( Poor abandoned characters )

There are probably a fuck ton of others. I might sticky this to my journal so I can find it again if necessary.

Don't you hate when while you're typing out something, you know it's the wrong thing and that you should go back and fix it, but you don't. Then it ends up completely messing up your character completely? It just makes me want to restart the whole damn thing. And it's totally my fault because honestly I was studying for this test, and writing these papers and cleaning out my frog tank and only half paying attention. And now that I am fully paying attention I'm like 'Oops'?

I doubt I can be like "hey can we forget about so and so because I'm an idiot?" which sucks, but ah well.

In other news though: I had a dream about zombies. Zombieland is fantastic for anyone who hasn't seen it and is thinking about it.

Also, anyone seen Paranormal Activity? I'm kind of curious if it's actually as good as some people are saying.

Christ, I have a midterm tomorrow.

Okay since urbanninja_lodn really wanted me to do this baby thing for our kids over at openbooks I'm going to give you the babies.

And seriously? Some are more fuglier than the first batch.

( All under the cut )

I told you they were way worse!

This is definitely the fault of my other game. But anyway.

Babies from felicity_h and just about everyone she knows.

( Oh the humanity )

Seriously those are some of the most fucked up kids I've ever seen. I'm so damn amused.

Normally I'd put this kind of thing on dearsatan but I barely use that thing anymore. Right, so this is just a rundown of who's doing what. And by who I mean all of my OC/PB characters and not the panfandom ones or I'd be here all night. Not to mention I have pretty much no real plot in any panfandom game I'm in, despite being in a fuck ton of them. In any case, onto who's doing what.

( Who's doing what? )

I have apps to do but guess who doesn't want to do them?

To stay or to go, that is the question.

Cause I'm pretty sure I'm not having fun anymore.

I think the reason I can't eat is because the emo of one stupid character is making me want to vomit. And I hate it. Hate hate. Why am I even still playing her? Oh right, because she's my favorite. Except this always happens to my favorites, and I don't get why.

But it sucks, and I should just drop her except her sister is coming into the game and that would be shitty if I was just like well hi, now I'm leaving. I want to ask people if they'd play someone for her, for me but I just don't know who would be interested anymore. I'd just like for her to be happy and - Maybe I should just start her over from scratch.

If anyone you know, wants to be my favoritest person in the whole world, let me know. I'd do sexual favors or whatever else you want. I'm just at the point where somehow it has to stop, cause I'd really enjoy eating again.

I know that it's a bad .. habit or whatever, but honestly - I hate it when my characters become so depressed and upset that I don't want to play them anymore. And it's happening again, slowly but surely. And I don't really ever want to give her up, because she's like my favorite.

But I really can't stand playing upset and depressed all the damn time. It's annoying. Just like being happy all the time is annoying. And y'know what? It wasn't even like my fault this time. I haven't put them in one situation myself that's god awful or upsetting. Well I did, but they're actually fine about that stuff. So this time it's not my fault and so it sucks even more.

Bah humbug.

Why isn't there a True Blood game around?

And more importantly, why haven't I made one yet?

Sigh.

I really have to stop look at pbads because it makes me want to join a million games.

You all know how weak I am. Weak, I tell you.

I might just go and friend the damn comm, which is only going to make it worse. Fantastic.

Such a sad little sheep:

The Character Expression Meme
Character: Felicity Hodgkins
Journal: felicity_h
RPG: macvarish

( Icon meme thing for one of my characters )

My favorite icon of hers comes from this line in Miss Pettigrew:

Guinevere Pettigrew: I'm afraid I walked in on your guest in his state of nature. I fear that I have outraged his sense of propriety.
Delysia: Oh no, Phil doesn't have one of those.
Guinevere Pettigrew: He's a much bigger boy than I had anticipated.
Delysia: [giggles] Oh you noticed that too.

Apps to finish:

manofhabits
Dryad for nosuchplace
Captain Jack Sparrow for ourtrueselves

And I so have to look for a Lee Pace for my poor Felicity. Sigh.

This is my really big RP pimping post. It's got a whole host of RPs that I'm in and not just that, but possible things I'm looking for, if anyone's looking for new games and doesn't know where to go and blah blah.

I'll start with my panfandom games and then go on with my OC games. Warning. This might be long because um, I play WAY too many people. And I mean way way WAY too many.

( Panfandom games )

Then I have my original character/PB games

( Original Characters )

If you want to know more about anything/anyone just ask and I'll fill you in :D

Oh look, I'm not shameless at all.



( And I won some more )

A very curious question:

Poll #3612
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

Do you prefer apping in first person or third person

If you need examples: First person example app

Third person example app

I just finished watching Rome. It's fantastic. I highly recommend it.

I was thinking about starting a game based on.. well I guess the series. Though the series follows historical stuff as much as it can. It's not completely accurate but accurate enough.

I'd make it so that there are plenty of OCs as well as the main characters. And I'd make links and explain everything really well.

So. Game?

Y/Y?

I'm having one of those 'god I must suck since no one ever wants to play with me' kind of periods. I hope it doesn't last long. I love all my OC games, but I swear it's like pulling teeth in most of them.

How much do I like them? I made this

But? Crank 2 was awesomely cracktastic.

Edit: Despite all that? I want to make a Rome based OC game. Like Rome the show, but not with them. With PBs. I fail.

Why do I keep joining new games?

Oh right it's because the ones I'm in, I keep getting screwed over and in general all my characters are miserable. I need to get rid of half of you.

Like.. everyone in letscruise. Because let's face it, I never do anything there except have my characters mope.

Then I got that stupid shit in onceuponadream. I made an application and THEN they tell me I can't app someone. Couldn't have told me before I wrote the whole fucking app.

I am amazed at how well I still like things in the_quarantined though.

Haven't fucked up veritasalumni yet. Or ourtrueselves.

Not sure why I'm in this thechicago game except I got wrangled and I've never even done a log there and no one wants to talk to a nun.

I think tell_a_tale is dying, so I probably should quit half my pups there. The ones that don't do anything.

And we all know how much I need to just get rid of half my people in UTR because I got ignored and abandoned and half my stuff is null and void there.

Maybe I need to go back to LJ.

Or maybe I just need to stop RPing all together.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Someone actually made a fucking game of the place where I live. Okay I get big cities but HOLY MOTHER OF GOD NO ONE SHOULD EVER DO A RP ABOUT OCEAN CITY.

EVER.

And the picture they're using?? IT'S NOT EVEN THE RIGHT FUCKING BOARDWALK!

That's the game and that's the ad.

I'm so creeped out and nauseous. Someone tell these people that people live in Ocean City are all religious nuts and rednecks, stat.

Edit: THEY ALLOW MALE PREGNANCY??

I really understand that I can be a bitch. I understand that I can be a total cunt to people so I can get not wanting to tell me things, honest.

But it's when I get left in the dark or lied to or just totally ignored that turns me into a raging cuntface.

If you don't want to do things with me anymore for whatever reason, just say so y'know? I don't understand what's so hard about not telling people they don't want to be around them anymore, or don't want to RP, or do a certain storyline or whatever. I'm a grown up, I can deal. It sucks, but you move on and if you're actually friends with someone, they should be understanding. I like to think I'm understanding.

So honestly, I am always online, or there's email. But if you have something to say, then y'know just say it. I wish it was just a one time thing, or something separate but it seems to be all over. And I'm not speaking for just me. I've been hearing a lot of people frustrated with others lately cause of this stuff. So if you're out there and have problems or don't like something that's going on with someone you're a friend with? Just talk to them. If they're your friend they won't fly off at the handle and be supportive.

Someone tell me that an original character Battlestar Galactica game wouldn't be fun.

I want to make an OC game, but I don't have a premise or .. anything. But I want one that's going to work, that's not just a bunch of people living in the same place.

But I actually want people to play it and want to play it.

Meh.

Request a character and I will answer all of the following questions for them.

What is/are your character's...
01.) Full name?
02.) Best friend?
03.) Sexuality?
04.) Favorite color?
05.) Relationship status?
06.) Ideal mate?
07.) Turn-ons?
08.) Last sexual experience?
09.) Favorite food?
10.) Crushes?
11.) Favorite music?
12.) Biggest fear?
13.) Biggest fantasy?
14.) Quirks in bed?
15.) Bad habits?
16.) Biggest regret?
17.) Best kept secrets?
18.) Last thought?
19.) Worst sexual experience?
20.) Biggest insecurity?

Doing JUST my OC characters for now. Cause there's far less of them then there are fandom characters I play.

List of my original characters

I can't remember the last time I was rejected from a game. Man.

But! They did I Told You I Was Freaky on FOTC tonight.

Totally epic. I'll put up the vid when someone puts it up. Because it's soooooo much win. As good as sugar lumps.

Inside are rants about RPs. Not people in them or anything, more like stupid rules that are.. stupid. And things I don't get about them I guess. And just general annoyances. And it's fairly obvious about which games I'm talking about so you've been warned. I totally wrote warmed

( Bitching inserts here )

Much fail. Bah.

Poll #3105
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

Underworld Game: Yay or Nay?

What time period?

Sticking to pure UW basics. Lycans and vampires only

Include characters from the movies?

Livejournal or Insanejournal?

What I mean by the characters from the movies should be NPCs is like, instead of trying to decide who gets to be an elder or doing it first come first serve, should Amelia/Viktor/Marcus be the elders so that everyone's generally on an even playing field. Same would go with Lucien and ruler of the Lycans.

Who do I use for her?

Possible characters I'm getting rid of in different games for various reasons. I just need to get the gumption to do it.

( Under the cut )

Just so everyone's forewarned. Underworld: Rise of the Lycans comes out next week. There's a really big chance that I'm going to get all inspired and redo an Underworld game. I'm not sure the setting or anything.

But you know, just be warned. Cause I'm sure I'll want to. I always do.

Re-watching the end of season 4 makes me want to play Donna somewhere and really play her.

I just don't know where.

Sigh.

( The year in review meme )

And just for a comparison Last year's meme